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Wednesday, December 28, 2016

December 28, 2016 Wednesday Morning

What a difference time, and an anti depressant can make in one's life.

Merry Christmas to everyone.  Guess if your reading this we all made it through the holidays.  I was not looking forward to going to my family's house this year due to them all being Trump supporters but it all turned out OK.  Did not spend as much time at my family's home as usual but that was good this year.  Stayed away from any political talking.  We did have a great time at Tony's family Christmas Eve playing Cards Against Humanity. 

I am now taking 25 mg of my anti depressant twice daily.  My doctor thinks we should stay at this dose since it has made such an impact on my quality of life.  I have stopped crying or thinking about sad thoughts, and look at life half full, rather than half empty.  I continue to walk the dogs almost daily for my health as well as theirs.  It has been cold here in Milwaukee and walks have been limited to when it is over 30 degrees.  Thankfully more days than not have been over 30 degrees so everyone is walked and happy.

I do have to set the record straight on a comment I received on my last post.  The comment was totally off on all accounts.  My dogs are what I live for.  If I did not have my dogs I would not be a happy person.  All our dogs get along great and no one is shorted any attention.  If you follow their Facebook page Rose and Casper you will see they spend most of their hours on top of each other in a dog pile because they truly love each other and happy to have each other.  No one is slighted in any way.  Six dogs might be a lot and more than planned, but everyone is well fed and loved equally.  Also, I walk some dogs two at a time and others, that don't walk as well yet by themselves, for their safety.  When you live in the city a stray dog can come out at any time.  If I have more than two dogs I do not feel I can properly protect MY dogs.  So it is by choice I walk them one at a time or two at a time.  It also gives them one on one time with me.  

Tony also has changed in the past month since out 'correction'.   I still have not brought him his plate of food since his rude request last post.  I now make up his plate and tell him it is ready.  It has been good for both of us to be honest.  Know that when I vent about Tony it is with love.  We have been together going on 28 years.  If you have not been with anyone for even close to that amount of time I seriously doubt you can give me relationship advice.  No relationship is perfect but when someone stands by you through the good times and bad, you remember these things and look past their faults.

I get my results back this Friday from the memory test I took a few weeks ago.  I did not do well on the test and think my short term memory is a problem getting worse as time goes on.

I am still seeing my therapist weekly or every two weeks.  It helps to talk through things.  So I am helping ME by taking the steps to get help with therapy and anti depressants.  I am proud of myself in that respect.  I hope I continue to make changes in the coming year.

I am not looking forward to 2017.  I am very fearful of the new administration.  I think Trump and everyone he has hired are going to ruin this county and get rich in the process.  I fear for my social security, my ADAP, my medicare, as well as Tony's health insurance with a pre existing condition.   When we look back in the years to come there will be no one to blame but the Republican's.  No Obama or Hillary to blame things on.  Should be a bumpy ride.

All the dogs are doing great.  Vito had a stroke / vestibular disease about a month ago.  I was fearful we would loose him but he pulled through and is back to walking around the block when the weather permits.  Took him for a long walk with Bo yesterday. 

Happy New Year to everyone.  Hope you had a good 2016 and wishing you a better 2017.

30 comments:

  1. Hi Dave, I'm on the same anti-depressant as you. Started them in 2009 when I was seriously suicidal for about 6 months. Still seeing the same psychologist, he works at the sexual health centre where I got tested positive for HIV.

    It takes time to get into your body and they put you up slowly. I was in such a state back then I ended up on 300mg/day. After some time on that dose I decided to reduce it a bit and am now on 225mg/day.

    It's not the be all and end all but it does put a base under your depression. Continue to see the psych person too of course.

    Glad to see you're on the mend.

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  22. Sou do Reino Unido dou graças a um grande médico que me ajuda a sair da minha doença eu fiquei muito doente agradeço a deus que usa esse homem para ajudar, começou quando eu viajar para a Flórida para visitar lá eu conheço uma senhora não sabendo para mim que ela é HIV positiva Eu realmente gosto da senhora porque ela era linda Eu sempre a vejo a cada momento Eu fecho meu olho Eu fui contar a ela como eu sinto por ela mas eu não sei se ela sabe que ela HIV Eu fui para a cama com ela Eu também entrei em contato com o vírus quando cheguei em casa por mês. Meu médico veio me checar e ele descobriu que eu estava com HIV. Ele ficou chocado e me disse que eu estava tão confuso e tão surpreso ao saber que estava tomando remédio para HIV. boa a 2 anos resolvi procurar curá-los eu conheço este post na internet entrei em contato com ele para ajuda… bem DR.Wealthy provando ser um grande homem e ele me curar .. Segundo ele ele disse que é o poder de seus deuses bem Eu agradeço a Deus estou de volta novamente se você precisar de cura para o seu HIV ... você ainda pode entrar em contato com ele ou seu e-mail ou número Eu prometo que ele é 100% Ele cura qualquer vírus como T-VIRUS HIV-AIDS ROTA-VIRUS, SMALLPOX, HEPATITE B se você tiver este vírus ou amigo não-parente, entre em contato com ele agora wealthylovespell@gmail.com ou adicione-o no WhatsApp +2348105150446

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  23. I am Celilia West From Arizona, i want to give this testimony for the world to see and read how powerful God have blessed Dr MABUWA with his wisdom in curing me from HIV AIDS disease which is known not to have a cure with the medical reports, i was cured with Herbs that i bought and Dr MABUWA Prepared the medicine for me with the herbs. Dr MABUWA assured me that i would be permanently be healed once i start using his herbal medicine, but i never believed until when i drank the medicine for 14days and i was cured after running a test again. i am sharing this so that if you are reading this testimony then you should know that you can be cured just like i was. contact Dr MABUWA through his What App Or Call: +2348130714541 Or Email: drmabuwasolutioncuretemple@gmail.com.

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  24. Am testifying for the good work of a Dr called Dr Aziza.I never new my HIV will be cured. I got to know this through a medical professional who said he has been referring patient with HIV, HERPES, CANCER, DIABETES and other incurable diseases to go after a particular herbal medicine known as Olivia oil HERBAL MEDICINE by a certain herbalist called Dr Aziza. A report from a patient Young lady called Kate who published on how she became negative after she using Dr Aziza' Olivia oil herbal medicine. immediately i heard about this man i quickly pass a message across to him as for me to have my own testimony as well which I got a replay from him and tell me on how I am going to get his herbal if only I was serious about this after making conversation with him then he ask for my address as for him to send it to me using delivering service which everything went successfully. and then he give me instruction on how I should be taking it without having any side effects which I did as he instructed after the last day taking the medicine he told me to visit the hospital for proper check which I did to my suppressed I was confirmed negative. Give him a try by contacting this Dr through this number +2347087771434 available on what'sapp).Solutioncenterhome@gmail.com he is a great man.thank you for saving my life, and is also good in saving you
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  25. Hello all viewer online HIV has cure but doctor said Hiv/Aids has no cure until i met Dr Godwin who help me in my life. I was infected with HIV/AIDS in 2006, i went to many hospitals for cure but there was no solution, so I was thinking how can I get a solution, so that my body can be okay. until this faithful day as i was browsing the net I saw a testimony on how Dr. Godwin helped people in curing HIV Disease, quickly I copied his Email which is .com so i contacted him for solution for my HIV, so Dr. Godwin told me that his going to prepare herbal medicine for my health, then he prepared the medicine and luckily after three week my HIV was be cured. Dr Godwin is well recognize as one of the best herbalist doctor in West Africa, you don't have to be sad anymore or share your tears anymore on this disease when the cure have already be found by Dr.godwin herbal medicine, he so cure HERPES,CANCER, ALS,HEPATITIS B, DIABETIC ,or his whats-app number: + 2348054615060 or email drgodwinsolutionhome@gmail.com

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  26. I WAS DIAGNOSED OF HERPES.,I SPENT A LOT OF MONEY ON MY MEDICATION TILL A POINT I EVEN LOST HOPE, I WAS SO DESPERATE TO GET BACK TO NORMAL, I NEVER BELIEVE IN HERB BUT, I KEPT MY HOPE ALIVE, I CONTACTED ROBINSON BUCKLER VIA HIS EMAIL, HE REPLIED, THEN I PURCHASED THE HERBAL MEDICINE,HE SENT ME THE HERBAL MEDICINE THROUGH COURIER SERVICE, WHEN I RECEIVED THIS HERBAL MEDICINE I USED IT FOR 2 WEEKS AND NOW I AM TOTALLY CURED LIVING FREE AND HAPPY AGAIN, CONTACT HIM VIA EMAIL______________________Robinsonbuckler@yahoo.com..

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